Hi 3rd,
I don't know any effective way to move on from you.
Is it cutting my hair into a certain length so that each time I look in the mirror, the girl that would be staring back at me won't look like the same girl who loved you so much? Is it spending every single night, trying so hard not to read our past conversations? Is it seeing every part of you in everything, every word, every gesture and every color from everyone and everywhere. I really don't know if I could really move on or let go of everything that we had and everything that we used to be and it is getting harder everyday.
I just don't know how to walk away from all the things that I think we could ever be. I don't know how to leave everything behind because there is still a little hope, that freaking hope that keeps me holding on to you even if it means I could be holding on to nothing. guess I am not yet ready for you to be part of my past, for me to be only a girl you used to love, for us to be something that is long gone. I just don't want to accept that things have ended already and that is the reason why I am in so much pain right now.
I miss you.
Always,
Morel
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