WORDS MEET HEARTBEATS

Hi it's been a month since we broke up. And I actually think you moved on. I wish things didn't end the way it did. It's past midnight. I thought of you again. I couldn't sleep and like the other nights. Tonight the pain was unbearable and pakiramdam ko bigla na lang mag bu-burst yung heart ko. I knew I had to write down my feelings.

I was so close to calling you, gusto kita kamustahin and tell you I'm having trouble sleeping. I know you'd respond right away, katulad ng dati. But I got to stop. Hindi lang ngayon. ilang beses na. Ilang beses ko na pinigilan yung sarili ko na tawagan or imessage ka. I know I just have to stop this madness, lalo ko lang sinasaktan sarili ko. Dahil meron pa din thought, deep inside me, na baka pag tinawagan kita maayos pa tayo.

Sobrang sakit pala talaga na isang araw gigising ka hindi na masaya sayo yung taong mahal mo at iiwan ka na lang nya. Yung mag isa ka na lang lumalaban para sa laban ninyong dalawa. Ang sakit, ang sakit sakit pa din. Gusto na kita kalimutan pero sobrang hirap hindi ko alam kung saan ako mag sisimula.