Dear You,
Since I’ve heard from you again, I haven’t gotten any decent sleep and I’ve started dreaming about you again. My heart suddenly became anxious as I tried to read between the lines of your empty words. Yes, you still have this effect on me. And I am ashamed to admit it and to even put it into words.
I will be able to face you oneday without feeling any pain, without even longing. I will stand infront of you, having the guts to smile and you’re not the reason anymore. I love you, I still do, and it’ll be the last time you’ll hear this from me.
I love you but I’m setting myself free now, I don’t want to have hopes in you anymore. I have loved you more than myself, I’ve been unfair to myself these past years. We’ll see each other one day, I’ll be completely healed, mark my words. But can you please do me a favor? When we happen to cross the same path please pretend that you don’t know me. Pretend that I’m just another stranger. I’ll be happy one day because I’ve finally realized that being with or without you, I still deserve all the happiness and that happiness is just within me.
Take care of yourself and this is the last time I’ll write something about you.
PS:
Whatever it is you’re going through I know you’ll be able to get through it! Things will get better! Laban lang! Gaya nga ng lagi kong sinasabi sayo, chase your dreams, even without me. Hope to see you walking around your own photo exhibit one day!
PPS:
Please remember that we are not a failed relationship, we learned new things while we’re together, we’ve pushed and support each other, and the best thing was we made each other happy during our times together. And now give your time to yourself and your dreams.
In time every pain and sadness will be healed, we’ll be able to love again! Don’t forget that you’ll always be my bumbum! Charot lang
Always,
Morel
