Sadness has become so addicting lately as if it is the drug I couldn’t keep on taking. It has become a part of me and it is always there inside me, never leaving me, never letting happiness inside of me again. The truth is I can’t remember the reason why I am such in this kind of emotional state but sometimes, you are so drawn to the effect that you couldn’t  remember the reason why. The worst part is nothing could ever take this sadness away, not even sleep, not even the coffee that always makes me smile. Nothing and no one could make me feel better and maybe I just have to let it overpower me and maybe it would get tired and leave me alone. Maybe. But not quite.

 

Sobrang lungkot, gusto ko na umuwi. Sobrang miss ko na ang family ko. Hindi ko mapigilan ang tulo ng mga luha ko. Mag hapon lang ako dito sa kwarto. Ayoko lumabas, gusto ko na lang din magpalamon sa kalungkutan.